Decisions

I don't understand why people continue do the things they do, even if it's hurting them. I do know it's because we become so comfortable with it that we zone out the pain. Its something I am realizing myself with certain decisions I make.

I also don't understand why people ask for genuine advice and do the complete opposite even if they know what will happen. The outcome is always the same and never leaves happy. I realized I do the same thing too, it just sucks when people do it to you.

I been praying my hardest for a situation I am in. One I found myself caught in, it has become a habit that could really hurt me emotional. While I blame myself for not getting out sooner, I put myself before the situation rather than allow God first. This situation does not involve anything illegal by the way, its more of a distraction I should of caught on to.

I wish I could say the right things to you when we speak and things change, but I can't do that. Spend some time and talk with God and allow him to change you. He can give you more advice than I can and he is a better listener. If I am not there much, I just need some time.