I don't understand why people continue do the things they do, even if it's hurting them. I do know it's because we become so comfortable with it that we zone out the pain. Its something I am realizing myself with certain decisions I make.
I also don't understand why people ask for genuine advice and do the complete opposite even if they know what will happen. The outcome is always the same and never leaves happy. I realized I do the same thing too, it just sucks when people do it to you.
I been praying my hardest for a situation I am in. One I found myself caught in, it has become a habit that could really hurt me emotional. While I blame myself for not getting out sooner, I put myself before the situation rather than allow God first. This situation does not involve anything illegal by the way, its more of a distraction I should of caught on to.
I wish I could say the right things to you when we speak and things change, but I can't do that. Spend some time and talk with God and allow him to change you. He can give you more advice than I can and he is a better listener. If I am not there much, I just need some time.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Lack of internet
I do not have the internet, who ever's wifi I was stealing is no longer working. So now I am negotiating with my brother about purchasing some internet.
Things are going okay here, I am still unemployed and living off of the blessings of friends and family. But I have nothing to fear or worry, I have been blessed with an interview almost every week since I been here.
But I have decided to do something different, I do not receive a media job I may do my alternative.
My alternative is teaching 4th through 8th grade. I have already applied for the certification and have to make the down payment before classes start.
Teaching has always been that other career I would of done. I have always been active in working with youth in church. I have taught children's church before and loved it. It seems like a safe career because of the demand here in Houston for teachers. I take 9 classes, few tests, and a year-long paid internship and I will be certified. Its real easy to do and I know it will be fun.
Also teachers are paid $44,987 a year!
Things are going okay here, I am still unemployed and living off of the blessings of friends and family. But I have nothing to fear or worry, I have been blessed with an interview almost every week since I been here.
But I have decided to do something different, I do not receive a media job I may do my alternative.
My alternative is teaching 4th through 8th grade. I have already applied for the certification and have to make the down payment before classes start.
Teaching has always been that other career I would of done. I have always been active in working with youth in church. I have taught children's church before and loved it. It seems like a safe career because of the demand here in Houston for teachers. I take 9 classes, few tests, and a year-long paid internship and I will be certified. Its real easy to do and I know it will be fun.
Also teachers are paid $44,987 a year!
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